Mother nature is my Wingman

Yesterday, I had a really roller coaster day... which sums up my year. It's been a stressful year for me... I look to SL as a stress reliever, but at the same time it has become part of the problem. I think in general I take RL frustrations and when something happens in SL I don't agree with, I let it be known. this blog makes it so easy to be vocal and do that. In real life, I just don't do that. I think in RL i need to speak up more. Like I said this blog makes it so easy..

To make a long story somewhat short... I had the power to my house do out last night just as I logged into SL. Huge storm! Thunder, lighting.. I thought I was going to end up in the land of Oz.

When the power goes out and you are not ready... it's not fun. Walking around the house with only the light on my cellphone trying to find a flashlight and a lighter to light candles. So I waited.. and waited. Kept storming.. lighting. No power.. hour and a half goes by storm stops... no power. I'm going nuts.. my cell phone was about dead from using it as a flashlight and txting. It's 9:00 PM! So I try to go to bed. It's so hot and I'm wide awake!!

So my dog was scared to death of this storm and was by my side the entire time. So I get out of bed slip on some shorts, wife beater and my sneakers.. no bra or panties lol. I decided to find out what the fuck happened. So I take my dog for a walk to show him the world didn't end just yet.

My street has a lot of trees.. with no street lights its DARK! Oh my.. so I head down the street. at the end of the street is a guy who owns this amazing older mustang which I love. So we sort of flirt with each other when he catches me walking my dog.

So he out front of this house drinking beer with a friend of his trying to figure out what's happening too. His friend took off and he handed me a beer and him, my dog and I went to find out what's the deal.

So we walk around the block... everything is dark for the most part. So I go to put my dog in the house I trip and almost kill myself.. what's worse is I spilled my beer!

So he says he has more beer back at his place.. So we go back there sit on his porch drinking beer. Talking, flirting.. Still no power.. Maybe it was the beer. Maybe it was no power or the combination.. but we started to fool around. In a room with 4 candles.. it was kind of romantic, but there was no romance.. it was straight up hot, sticky lust sex with dirty sexy talk. He fucked me hard and good, just like I told him I liked it :)

BUT! It ended all too soon... because his girlfriend was getting off work soon! I kinda thought he had a girlfriend, but I didnt want to believe it. So I got dressed... with the little that I had on. I couldn't find one of my shoes. So we started kissing... you know one of those deals were a simple kiss goes on and on.. there goes my shorts! He bent me over the couch and started fucking me again, doggy. oh my...

so I had to go.. the power was back on. I went to take a really cold shower and couldn't stop thinking about it. So I jumped on SL trying to get more there lol. I couldn't find anyone who "did it for me"..

In SL you have to keep my interest.. and a lot of guys are just not up to the task. It's like I'm answering the same questions.

So thanks to mother nature it forced me to step away from Second life and live life.. again. Which, I need to go more of. I woke up today with a smile on my face. :)

Blinded by Ignorance

So the creator of the Hitler Orgy picture,  Debora Stine,  spoke up on the Great Pretender's web site. She claims the picture is just about sex.

Let's see... you take one of history's most despised and ruthless people who commanded the execution of 2/3 of a race of people in Europe along with millions of others. Let me add defenseless people and make him look like Ron Jeremy. 

You claim there are thousands of web site supporting the Nazi swastika. I'm sure there are some, I can't report the numbers I don't visit them. Then again, you look on the internet hard enough you can find anything you want.

I'm sorry, I use the internet everyday I'm not bombarded by Neo-Nazi - Nazi crap. In the last year I have come across it twice. Once was an article about Neo_Nazi people making Necko avatars and walking around SL with Nazi War Uniforms on talking about Genocide. The second was your picture. It's not as common as you claim.

Seriously, why would anyone want to sensationalize Hitler and the nazi party? Look up Nazi Propaganda WW II posters. Hell, that would of fit right into their recruitment of young men to serve Hitler.

So you are either Pro-Neo Nazism or really ignorant.

In fact I replied to your comment on the Great Pretender's blog, but she didn't make it public. (you wonder why I hate that bitch)

So Debora Stine I ask you this...

Say one of your family members was viciously killed by motor cycle gang for being in the wrong place at the wrong time. They are raped, killed and dismembered them.. 

Shortly after you come across a picture on the internet of the same motorcycle gang taking turn on some girl. Sort of like the picture you made. Knowing that they killed your loved one and you will never see them again. You going to tell me that this picture would be just a "sex picture" to you? That is wont have any personal meaning to you? That it wouldn't make you angry or hurt?

If you say it wouldn't you have no feelings. You must be dead.

My point is you are glorifying a horrific period in time for some people. I'm not Jewish, but I'm not a dumbass either. Let me lock you in my basement for 20 years. I'm sure once I let you out the last thing you would want to see is my basement again.

I have seen your photos... get your head out of your ass, they are actually good. You don't need to rely of cheap gimmicks to get attention like Emma Sheperd. you have talent she has nothing.. but her ability to pretend.

It's up to you..

Am I Psychic?

I'm starting to wonder myself. So I did some online psychic tests. First one I correctly predicted 5 out of 25 shapes which is 20%.

So then I did this other test you had to pick the shape inside the box. I got 3 of 15.

So I'm not psychic... then how is it that I know the future? Then it occured to me I don't know the future some people are just so shallow and predictable anyone could see their actions from a mile away.

So I noticed on this blog, there is this Nazi gang bang photo. The owner of the blog showing it as their "picture of the day". I may bitch about and say some wild sheeet on my blog, but I have my boundaries. That's because what I say is how I feel, I'm not doing it to get people to come to my blog.

You can say the photo is tasteless and controversial. Who is really at fault the person who made it or the person who is giving it attention by making it their "picture of the day" on their blog. I say the latter. Though I have to question why it was made in the first place? The last thing that pops into my head when doing a photo is anything to do with Nazis.

I saw this photo on flickr a few days ago. I went to their flickr page... The owner of this blog could have chosen anyone of their other photos.. but picked the Nazi one.

Why? It like I been saying... all about attention and blog hits. This person is so blinded by how much traffic they might gain by this photo that they ignore the shit storm they just stepped into. Just look at all the tags they added to the photo.. it's clear what they were going for. Traffic from Nazi supporters and haters via a internet search.

Anything Nazi is very sensitive material to the Jewish community. Add into it you have these idiots now who are trying to rejuvenate the Nazi movement and just spread hate. What do you gain by showing this photo on your site?

Did your web page demographic show you weren't getting enough Nazi viewership?

This is why the owner of this site went out and got others to blog for her.. because she clearly is over matched... the urge to play favorites and all out sell herself out for attention leads to no common sense.

But if you are a blog member of this site.. then how do you feel about your "Boss" posting Nazi gang bang picture on the site? In real life.. issues like this would have people reconsidering if that is really the right place they want to work at? Some would quit because they are embarrassed or just didn't want to be attached to a site which glorified anything like that.

There would be a major backlash in viewership and view comments...

Yet you would think that someone like Emanuelle Jameson *cough* Aprille Sheperd *cough* who thinks they are this marketing genius would know better.

Then again when I was small I used to play doctor.. but I'm not fit to step in a ER to save someone's life with open heart surgery.

Some of us grow up... some of us are still pretending.

So before you post the KKK gang bang photo next... you might want to correct the spelling on the header on your blog.. you still can't spell your own name right.

Idolatry

Wow, she is married.. who cares? I don't! Some do... Some people follow every step of this media made celebrities. An I use the word celebrity, lightly. Seriously, why would anyone follow these people? It's because they are fooled into thinking that they could be next. Slight problem...

Her father's was one of OJ Simpson's attorneys and close friends. He made a "killing" in that case. Do you have more money then you can spend? I didn't think so.

I'm so sick of seeing Jennifer Aniston face.. or hearing about who she is dating now. Hell, I lost track. I'm surprised they haven't started calling her the Hollywood Whore. Who hasn't she dated? 

I crack up at these people who go to celebrities twitters to try to get them to respond. OMG, J-Lo got her nails done today! Nicole Richite made spaghetti for dinner. WHO CARES!

I have had the pleasure in my time to have crossed paths with some well known names here and there. Lebon James, Billy Bob Thornton, Brett Michaels, Snoop Dog (got a pic), Stone Cold the wrestler (got a pic), Eminem, Kid Rock, Goo Goo Dolls, Richie Samboria (Guitarist from Bon Jovi), Naz, Tim Medows, Adam West (first batman and Family guy), Mini Me (he is really small looks like a 2 year old) about 10 other wrestlers, a ton of NFL players (from the super bowl), some MLB players. I could go on and on.

I actually had one of them mention my name in a Sirus interview live on the radio, but I didn't hear it. They told me and so did their agent.

In the end they are people just like you and me. It can be exciting to get the chance to talk to them, but I have seen a lot of times where people will come up and approach them and that's the last thing they want. because the way they approach them. Lot's of time they just want to be treated like your average joe and don't want to be bothered. I don't ever ask for autographs, because I'm not looking to cash in. To me it means so much for to have them talk to me as a human, then someone trying to hitch a ride on whatever fame they created.

I would like to think I'm a little more in touch with reality than some... some others are so caught up in their fantasies.. there fantasies blend with other's lives. Get up, go to the bathroom take a good hard look at yourself in the mirror.

yep, you are still a nobody. Welcome to reality TV.

Three new Photos

This one is called wrong day - Basically wrong day to hit the beach

Next two are just me with my new guitar. 

I still plan on doing my video... but I sort of have a road block in front of me. I live in a city where the internet/cable is offered and run by the city. They refuse to let competitors in and operate. Well, my connection has been spotty since the end of April. They came out and worked on it some last week and it's back to being shit again. I mean my speed today was like a half a meg download and I'm allowed 6 megs! 

So these idiots are coming out to look at my connection again. If they fix it who knows! I guess eventually they will figure it out. Pisses me off though when I try to stream Netflix and it stops every 2 minutes. I guess they like me calling and bitching at their CSRs.

I didn't think it was possible...

Someone pointed this out to me... Who can't spell their second life name right? It does seem some can not...